I smell chemicals and tobacco

I smell of coffee and bleach

I reach the sebum peak

Then restart the cycle

Of hide and seek

What is it that I seek?

Is it a laugh?

Is it a look?

Is it a word?

Is it a note?

Is it a tear?

I look at the sun

Still it is so bleak.

I am not anymore.

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