I sometimes wish I hadn’t been exposed to any images, stories, films, or any kind of media at all. I imagine I would be free of a big storage of expectations now. I wouldn’t care so much about how things should be and should look like. I would have my first love experience clueless of what to expect. Certainly, I would be confused and ignorant is some areas. But the contradiction between reality and expectation is more confusing anyway. Needless to say that it would be easier to LET GO of my expectations if they haven’t existed in the first place.

I am not anymore.